I flew home last night. I literally haven't felt like this in a long time. That feeling of, I am home but I feel so homesick. I've been trying to get my homework done all night long, but I can't stop thinking about the fact that I'm back in Phoenix again. I'm so confused as to what I want, and I have no idea what the hell I'm doing.
I get frustrated every time I come back here from San Fransisco, and since it's been so long, it's even worse now.
I'm turning 20 this year, and I don't want to be sitting here anymore at 20... I really need to find somewhere that will make me happier than this. I'm so confused...
And I haven't had this pit in my stomach in years... and I'm kind of freaking out.
I don't know what to do...
-Alexa Starky
P.S. Steven... You probably won't read this, but I've been wondering where you've been for weeks. You haven't texted me, your facebook disappeared, and you dropped off the face of the earth. What the fuck dude? I HATE BOYS! Why can't just 1 be normal...?
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