Finally in Walnut Creek to visit Eian and his mom. I've been here a few days now, and I go home tomorrow.
It's been a weird, but really fun, trip.
I was talking to Eian about feelings and all that crap, and it's that I'm so comfortable here with him and his mom. This used to be my happiest place on earth. And then when it wasn't the same, I felt uncomfortable. I forgot that it's been over a year and a half since I've been here. It literally felt like no time had gone by. But it's crazy to see how much we've both grown up. I mean, we were together at 15 years old. I'm turning 20 this year... Time flew by but here it felt so still. It's a strange feeling...
It's definitely different, but it was an escape and they were insanely generous to let me into their home again.
Last night we were talking and we thought of a bunch of ways to wake up and smile. And I did.
See you tomorrow Phoenix.
Thanks Eian and Victoria. I needed this break. And I love you both.
-Alexa Starky
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