Dear April,

You have sucked. I can't really think of a single decent thing that has happened so far this month. It's sadly almost over, and it isn't looking like a good ending.
I have encountered many douche bags this month. Douche bags who think it's proper to call a girl cheep, and free. Douche bags who have dropped me off the face of the earth completely. Douche bags who don't even have the decency to say goodbye. It's just easier for them to lie to your face.

I have met one pretty awesome person. Too bad he is literally too awesome for me. It's hard to explain, and I shouldn't come to conclusions just yet. But as of now, just douche bags.

And what's up with the medical problems, April?! I never get sick! I mean yes, there was the sprained ankle of 2011, and the mono scare of 2010, but those were pretty much the big ones. I mean I have a lot of questions from blood work, and those are still being tested and up in the air, but this? Kidney stones? Bladder infections? And now an enlarged spleen to question even more. Now more tests will have to be done and who knows what's going to come of it. What's going on April?

And this whole college thing... For some reason April just chose to take it to a whole other level. It was always time consuming, but now, it's like there is always something. And for some odd reason, everything given to me is unclear.
I mean, there is my absolutely insane english teacher who no one believes exists! I have a whole research paper due Tuesday, still confused as to what she wants... I am on paragraph 1!
And my theater class... Yeah, it's sad but I am officially going to change my major on Monday. I just can't do this anymore. I mean, my writers block has been so terrible this month. I never have this problem, but it's getting to be too much.
I have group projects, speeches, evaluations, readings, trainings, exams, essays, objectives, and I'm just going over the edge! The medication doesn't really help, and I'm also just for the hell of it going to put some of the blame on my job. Because it's there too. And! I am trying to still have a social life... I mean, sue me if I just want to forget it all and go out now and then, April! If I didn't get out now and then, I'd be dead. Or just crying, a lot.

So in retrospect, the douche bags, the possibilities to find someone who isn't a douche bag, medical issues, college crap, and a job... April has sucked....
There is approximately a week and 2 days left of April.... I'm going to try to just cram everything in and get all the crap done in the next few days and just make it to May...

I mean, maybe April will just feel bad and do something really incredible to end the month. As an 'I'm sorry this month sucked' sort of thing... Maybe?...

If not... There's always May...

-Alexa Starky