I couldn't. Every single day I think of this blog and how therapeutic it is for me.
February was easily the worst month of my life. It has so many down falls and my head and heart shattered. I wasn't myself and I just wanted to hide from everyone.
I guess sometimes things are meant to be... I was supposed to learn from the hell February brought to me. I was supposed to stop writing to realize how much this means to me.
I was supposed to meet my friend Steven. That tattle tale made me realize a lot, who knows where my head would be if it weren't for him. I have some incredible friends. Joy was there for me through everything. I'm always grateful for Josiah and Brady for staying on the phone with me through my tear-fests. I'm always laughing with Patrick, my number one blog supporter.
I have a family who will be here for me through ANYTHING! Despite how quiet I am about some problems, they know how to get it out of me and help me get through the hardship.
School is SO hard right now, but my incredible job realized my plummeting spirit and gave me less hours. So it's less of a struggle.
But this blog. This is a part of me. And I can't just let it go that easily. I've been in this new relationship with myself for 2 and a half years, and I'm madly in love.
It will get better. It always does. And it already has.
-Alexa Starky
Alexa, your blog is so beautiful, touching, and inspiring. I'm so glad I came across it on facebook! You are a strong and beautiful young woman and you can get through anything life throws your way :)
ReplyDeleteThank you Cara! I love your blog too!
ReplyDeleteThank you for continuing to share yourself with the world. You have no idea how much your words, feelings, struggles, strength and the growth it brings you, helps us all. You and this blog are making a difference to and in the world.....and we are grateful.
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