The waking up at 6 in the morning. The tests. The questions. The excitement of seeing your faces everyday. The feeling I get when I see you every morning. The laughs with friends I've had for years. My presidency. My choir. High school is over. I graduate in 4 days. I had my last concert, I had my incredibly choir banquet. And I had my very last drama banquet.
I made a speech all about my mission to change and hit me how much this blog and me writing has changed my life. All the support and love I've been getting has put me in such a great place.
Putting myself out there, writing down what I feel inside, it scared me at first. I wasn't sure about it, but I've inspired myself and others.
I've lost weight and I love my new self. I put jeans on today I haven't put on since freshman year. I put my hair up. I'm able to talk about personal issues and not be afraid. I'm going out with people and talking to people I wouldn't have before.
I'm about to graduate. This is the end. It's over.
But it is also only the beginning. A new book in my series of life.
In the end, the beginning began.
-Alexa Starky
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