This is going to be a long one.

Alright readers. If there is 1 single week where you might question whether or not I am bipolar, would have been this week.
Lets start at the beginning. As most know, I didn't have the best part in our spring musical. And being president of the club and in most of the shows, I took it bitterly. I didn't enjoy a lot of my time there and I wanted it to be over. Well. Then show week comes around and all of the sudden it hits me. It's all over. Everything I am, everything I know. It's over!
Every year we have circle. Which is when all the seniors talk right before the last show. When it was my turn, waterfalls fell out of my eyes. It's crazy just how far I've gotten the past few months especially. I've become a new person this year and I could tell.
I was sad, frustrated, happy, excited, anxious, exhausted, hyper, and so much more all in like, 4 days!
I haven't been going to the gym this week because of the show. So, I will be getting back on that ball game starting this week.

Also, I've been talking to people I never thought I'd get close to. I'm taking chances, meeting people, trying to gain that confidence in myself I never thought I would have. I've laughed WAY too many times this week and I've gained so many great memories. This was a show I have learned from and will never forget.

Graduation is just around the corner for me. But before that I have to worry about some other stuff. Senior recital is tomorrow. I will be singing and hopefully will have it recorded to put on my blog! Then I have to worry about thespian inductions and training. Being president of the drama club I have to get that stuff done and working. Then I have to worry about banquet where I will be wearing water proof eye liner because I will be in tears the whole time most likely. Then my choir concert where I am grateful enough to be singing with my incredible choir and singing a duet with an incredible friend. THEN, I graduate! :)

I was busy this weekend house sitting for my moms friend and it was like my own vacation. I was with 2 stunning golden retrievers and had peace for a bit. It gave me time to think and just be. Which I really needed. It was like therapy. :)

There will be a lot going on and I'm going to try to make it a good experience for me.
I know this was a long blog. But a lot is going on and I'm excited to see where it all takes me! Back to the gym to see if I can lost more weight before all the upcoming stuff! Keep in touch!

-Alexa Starky