Working On It.

It's almost midnight.
I have major insomnia.
When I have insomnia nights, I start to think.
Those thoughts, go into blogs.
Here it goes.


I'm healing. Sadness is losing it's touch, slowly but surely. Drama is disappearing. Thank the lord for that.
And starting TOMORROW, I'm taking life by the mother flipping horns and I'm holding on! I'm doing what I want! I'm doing what I say goes! I'm not living off others or their words. I'm in charge now and NO ONE is getting in my way.
I'm tired of feeling like I have no say. I'm learning. I am learningasigo. That's who I am! And one thing that I have learned is to gain a filter. A mental filter. Where someones words or actions happen, then it filters through my mind and body to the point where it isn't sitting there pissing me off. Instead, as it goes through, I figure out ways to solve it and make it better. And I'm using that filter everyday for the rest of my life!

Starting tomorrow, I'm a new person. People at school, be prepared. I'm ready to take back what is mine. I'm ready to say what I want to say. And I'm going in at full force.

This also has to do with weight. I'm incredibly busy these next 2 days at school, but starting this next week..every weekday. Every single weekday I am going to the gym for at least 30 minutes. At least! Every week day. And if I feel motivated enough, I will go on weekends as well.

I'm not sitting here anymore. I'm changing this, NOW! I don't want to look like this anymore.
I feel like my attitude has gotten into shape, and I want the body to match.

Lets do this!!

-Alexa Starky