This Week - Oops.

So, when you are house sitting and have no limits and nothing to do... You eat. A lot. And it happens to be not so healthy food.
I can't even imagine the amount of food I ate this week house sitting alone. Luckily there was a treadmill in the house but, that wasn't used as much as I'd like to write down...

And the gym was far and you know, all the bad excuses in the book should be in this post.

So, I'm afraid I've gained a million pounds this week and it happens to be the night before I leave for San Diego! Oh well! Ha :)

But it really is great seeing old friends or people I haven't seen in awhile and hearing about how good I look. I mean, who doesn't love to hear that?


I guess the bad news, however, is that I haven't been feeling beautiful in my own body lately. A lot is going on and it's overwhelming. And looking in the mirror and feeling like that insecure 15 year old again, it doesn't just fade away and I definitely have my weeks where I feel like nothing good has happened. It's hard to break those old habits. But I'm trying my absolute best and I'm working to succeed in the end. The bumps in the road just make you shaky, they don't stop you from moving forward. :)

I have some incredible people in my life who are supporting me and giving me incredibly advice and letting me know that nothing has changed too much. I'm so grateful for everyone who reads these and helps me out and lets me know that hope is still out there.

I will be posting from San Diego.

Let the good choices, salad eating, working out, shopping, and enjoying my time, BEGIN! :)

I love you all!
-Alexa Starky