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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

I won't let you, close enough to hurt me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qGcXqo4kcQw

I'm having a moment.
Perfect silence except this song, my voice, and tears.

Rehearsals for the musical I'm in have gotten harsh. The show is in 2 days.
And I walk on twice, I have no voice, no dancing, nothing.

If I could have one wish right now, it would be to fill the auditorium. Every single seat filled. Have one spotlight on me. And just sing this song with all the tears falling like they are now..
I have a voice. I have a talent. And I have one month left..
I want to show it. When will be my turn?

It was a stressful day. Full of regret, disappointment, and so on.
Hoping it will get better but knowing my rehearsal.. not likely.
We will see.
Just need to keep positive and motivated.

But.. Is it wrong to crave the spotlight?..

-Alexa Starky

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