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My Mission To Change

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Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Sure I want that, but I want this more.

Sure I want a thin, sexy body fast, but I want the satisfaction and pride more.

Sure I want fame and fortune, but I want to be remembered for doing something amazing more.

Sure I want a man to sweep me off my feet, but I want to prove to myself that I can stand alone.

Sure I want the man of my dreams, but I want to fulfill my own dreams more.

Sure I want to show him off everyday, but I want to show off and work it myself more.

Sure I want life to be easier, but I want the challenge more.

Sure I want the relationship every girl dreams of and envies, but I want that relationship with myself more.

Sure I want to have that dependence on someone, but I want to be independent more.

Sure I want the love notes and sweetness, but I want to know it without it being told to me.

Sure I want to know, but I want to believe more.

Sure I want to be told I'm beautiful everyday, but I want to know and believe that I'm beautiful myself more.

I want a lot of things. I want the guy, but, I have him. He's funny, kind, sweet, so cute, and smart. But the best part, is he is independent. He knows what he wants, and I want that. I mean, he likes me :) And I like him.
Now it's time for me to love myself.

I dedicate this blog to him. He doesn't know it, but he opened my eyes to what I need more.

Love yourself. Know your limits. And just enjoy the ride.

Thank you.

-Alexa Starky

1 comment:

  1. You are more beautiful today than you have ever been before....this is the post that defines the future of you. Always remember these words.

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