I Can't Sleep.

It's 1:30 in the morning and I have school tomorrow.
Oh well.

I lost 5 pounds this week. This no wheat/weight watchers/working out thing is working really well. I feel a lot better in my body.
I'm liking school, but there is a ton of work already, and the homework is already piled. But, I think I've officially fallen back in love with acting. I've absorbed all the passion again and I'm in it 100%.
I'm getting to know a lot of incredible human beings. I'm really grateful for where I am right now.

But, with working too many hours, not getting enough sleep (as seen tonight), and all the homework, I think I'm going crazy.
I'm at work pulling my hair out, I'm in class barely understanding, I think the only place where I find complete euphoria and serendipity, is my acting class. I find my old self in there. And it's a place where I can learn and morph myself and create. It's good having passion again.
I almost forgot what it was like.

It's crazy what the wheat and gluten did to me. I can definitely feel a change in myself since I let it out of my system. It sucks losing so many food options, but I'm surviving.
I guess sleep should be on the list tonight. This was just a small update.
It's all definitely getting somewhere, and it's definitely worth it.

As for boy update: still standing strong and alone. I'm happy, but still really confused as to feelings and what's going on in my head and my heart. It's clearly not my number one issue or thought right now. I'm just seeing where it all takes me. Who knows. :)

-Alexa Starky