My Sex and the City Analogy

My life is like Carrie Bradshaw from Sex and the City.
I mean, no I don't have her clothes, her body, her hair, her apartment, none of that.
But her love life...
Before the movies, I mean.

I have someone I am smitten for. My own Mr. Big. He's handsome, he's funny, he's tall, he's a charmer, he's sexy. He's my "perfect" guy. I've been head over heels for him since day one. Things didn't work out, and we didn't talk for months...
Then comes my Aiden. The sweetest guy I've ever met! A one in a million. And he was totally into me. He would do anything for me...
We saw each other for awhile, but Mr. Big would always pop up someway or another. Me and my Big run into each other sometimes, and when we do, it's like we never left each other. And every time I see him, I somehow become someone else. I just want to be what he wants me to be...
And my Aiden, he likes me for me...

What's wrong with Carrie? What's wrong with me?...

Mr. Big and Carrie were always meant to be together. Every time I watch them, I just kind of know. Those two are meant to be together. But her and Aiden were so cute, and he really cares about her. I feel like I'm watching my story, and I also don't know what to do...

Carrie ended up with Mr. Big, and broke Aidens heart. How will I end up?...

Well, just like Carrie, I will be keeping up to date on here, just like her column...
Lets just hope for a happy ending this season..

-Alexa Starky