I don't talk about it much. I mean, I joke about marrying Max Adler or something. But, real love is different for me.
I find love very interesting. I find it insane that the heart can feel such extremes. I mean, from being infatuated with someone to the point where they become your everything. To the feeling like your heart literally broke into millions of pieces. It either makes your life, or breaks your life.
I mean...right now...
I'm head over heels for someone. I have been for awhile.. I think about them everyday, and it's frustrating... But he makes me happy. I just need to play it by ear, see where life takes me. I just need to ride the wave.
Recently I've also been incredibly frustrated with my weight. I feel like little freshman Alexa again sometimes... I hated her.
People say I'm pretty. People say I shouldn't care what others think. Some blame media. I have no one to blame but myself. I just want to be pretty... in my eyes...
He makes me feel pretty...
-Alexa Starky
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