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Monday, October 17, 2011

Negativity...

If I need to keep hearing the stupid stuff I'm going to explode.
I don't want to get into detail but I feel like everything is so negative! God forbid I say things like "I'm hungry." Because then all I hear is "Well it's late so don't eat a lot." Like, give me a break! I didn't have dinner.
It's those tiny, little things that just drive me over the edge.

I've been incredibly stressed out..
With working 5 days a week, school 5 days a week, attempting other things in my life, I'm over my limit. It's very stressful. I'm going to try to start going to the gym on my days off of work but it's getting almost impossible.

I'm so frustrated.. I feel like I made this commitment to lose weight and life is getting in the way...


I'm happy in my theater class, and when I'm at work, but all the little details involved are eating me away. And I'm not sure how much more I can take... And I'm worried.
I keep on thinking it will get easier, but, it's been over 6 weeks and it's only gotten worse...

Any advice?

-Alexa Starky

1 comment:

  1. Breath Beautiful, You are strong :)
    Just go step by step, even that little work out in between means something.
    Stress is the worse thing you can do for your health. <3
    -Nina

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