Everyone needs a little 'me' time. It really does do wonders to the mind if you take some time to not think about reality for awhile.
With that being said, I'm taking a few days later this week to dog/house sit in a lovely home for a friend of my moms. She has 2 amazing golden retrievers who I've watched before and I'm so excited to just take the time to relax and be alone. I will have time to write and time to zen myself and really think about my thoughts. Not to mention time to see my therapist and go to the gym when I can. It will be good for me.
Then, literally a day after that, I will be heading to San Diego with my mom and sister. We will be having fun in sea world and at the beach for a few days so it will be really nice to get out of town with them and just enjoy a few days. We haven't done that in awhile.
So I'm really looking forward to it.
:)
I'm trying my best to stay on this summer.
I'm not gonna lie, it's hard not having that support at school anymore. I miss all my friends from school. I miss seeing my crush everyday and wanted to keep getting better to see if maybe he notices me. Ya know, stupid teenager things that I miss so much. But I'm trying to keep myself motivated and going. I'm trying to keep myself up, but it's taking a lot of thought and a lot of therapy. But it's been good.
I got an ultra sound a few days ago on my whole abdomen to see if any organs were in-larged.. I'm worried because they haven't gotten back to me.. But I will keep you updated and see where that goes.. only time will tell.
-Alexa Starky
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