I. HATE. VALENTINES. DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This feeling! This feeling of being SOOO alone! My heart hurts SO badly! I haven't moved for hours because there is just no reason anymore.
I put my heart out there and I swear, It's just getting beat up. And it hurts SO BADLY!
I've never felt so alone in my life...
And it seems like nothing has gone right. I can't think of a single positive thing this week.
Everything has changed. My whole world is sinking.
All of these regrets sitting inside. I hate myself. I hate what I've done. And I'm trying SOO hard to change and it's only turning out horrible!
I'm have a freaking panic attack because I've laid everything on the line for people and I feel like all I've gotten is a slap in the face.
My heart still belongs to someone else... And I told them... And it was just another mistake. Because I'm even more alone knowing it's all over.
The things I would do to change this... :'(
What am I supposed to do when I feel like nothing can get better??
-Alexa Starky...
I know that you feel like your whole world is caving in. I can't pretend to know any of the details about why, but I can tell you that eventualy it will get better. It may take time, but eventualy eveything does. I know that it doesn't feel like it now, but someday you will feel better again. You keep talking about how you are friends with all of these amazing people. I think that once you realize that you are one of those amazing people too, your life will be a lot better. We all see you as a much more beautiful person than you see yourself. We all love you and we're here for you. I hope that you feel better soon.
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