Feeling the Pressure.

Hawaii is in a week and 5 days.
I think I got my first ticket from a lame photo thing right after a speed reducer.
I don't feel like I'm getting results.
I'm still confused about school.
I'm confused about feelings.
I'm sad school is almost over.
I only have 1 show and 1 concert left, forever..
I'm not working out to change, but to lose myself and my thoughts.

There is just so much to think about right now..
I was at the gym today and I got to thinking. I've been in a funk ever since.
I've changed so much the past few months. Mentally mainly.
There is just something missing. Like a tiny unfilled space inside and I don't know what it is that's missing.

I just don't want to feel this way.

Just going to keep going to the gym. Try and change a bit more before Hawaii.
And maybe gain some more positivity before the end.

I'm just confused. My head is all over the place.. I just need some time I suppose.
Don't we all just need a little time?

-Alexa Starky