Yes!
I think I've finally made it to the climax! The climax of my story. The rising action happened with all of the diet stuff, the beginning of my senior year, so on so forth.
This is it. The tip of my English 7-8 study guide. My climax moment.
I found where I belong right now.
The last 2 ish weeks, I've been very unhappy. That is putting it into a more simple term. I've felt like there was no reason for school anymore, there was no reason to look good, there was nothing to make me feel good. I felt, nothing. I kept telling myself to feel something! All I felt was space waiting to be filled.
It's been filled. Mostly anyway. I would say half full..notice how I didn't say half empty. That's positivity!
Anywho,
I found love in choir. A new love. I've always loved it and it was always one of my favorites. But now, I feel it. I feel love and happiness when I walk into my 3rd hour. I see all of my friends, my dance partners, my crazy bald wacko of a teacher I love to hate and love to love, and I feel right. Everything in the day is just right. I love choir. It gets me up and out the door everyday.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekzUT_2Urz8
Look this up. This is us last year.
I just, finally found my passion for the year. It's in my choir.
The Voices of Shadow Advanced Choir.
VOSAC
I've been doing better. My foot is still in its little boot but I'm healing and it isn't hurting much anymore. I'm losing weight with weight watchers. I'm just more aware of whats going into my body and it really is paying off. I will be back at the gym as soon as my foot is completely healed :)
Anywho..
This blog is for my VOSACers and for those who need to find a passion. Let me tell you, it is in the oddest of places. It is in people you would have never talked to. You really don't know until you start saying yes.
If you are interested in seeing me and my passion at its best, PLEASE come to our concert at Shadow Mountain High School in our auditorium on October 14th at 7 pm.
It is completely free! (donations appreciated ;) )
But, back to my point, VOSAC, you're changing me. And you are giving me a lot of inspiration to keep up on what my goals are and you are giving me more reason. I love you all so much. My old friends since 5th grade to now. And the people I started talking to 3 weeks ago.
You don't know what you did to me :)
I love you all.
-Alexa Starky
This is my blog about creating a better life as an overweight teenage girl. I am going on a new lifestyle changing diet and I am here to share it with the world! I hope my followers will become regulars and will be impacted by the brand new change I am making for myself :) I am adding humor and the serious aspect of life into my blog. Enjoy! Tell your friends!
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Awh, Alexa, I love you too! I love this blog. So much. I literally check it EVERY night for a new update, and it's on my "Favorites" bar. Thanks so much for a great past 3 years, and lets make this one the best yet. :)
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